Sunday, December 13, 2009
Been so lazy to even update, though there are certainly, at some point of the day it seems like i might want to blog about something. But definitely somehow or rather that idea will disappear once i get home, surprisingly.
Yes, on Friday, that is officially my last day of work. I'm finally off the black and white location. I dont see what i learn after the almost half a year stay there, how embarassing. The more i think of it the angrier i get. However its not them to blame, just blame my darn luck.
Attempting to seize a full time job and start to bury myself in work again, it seems like im trying in vain. Earlier this week we met up with 55th EOCC chaps again, and then there comes Ruijian, who is doing 3 jobs at a time. How i wish i got the courage to do so, even if it is just the holidays. Perhaps, i shall do it for the next holiday. OK I VOW TO TAKE WEEKEND JOBS THE NEXT HOLIDAY (uh, vow is abit unnecessary, cos i really isnt that hopeful bout it)
So many bombs as of late. Ranging from birthday, marriage, baby 1st month birthday and also xmas. And X'mas is just around the corner. Oh how much i dislike the occassion of joy. Apparently it doesnt bring joy to me.
Just enrolled for school. Think i gotta go down to school to pay school fees soon. I'm threatened by the work already. I'm already pondering if i will be able to scrap it through next year. Demoralising isnt it?
YES. i registered for Sundown. I wont regret it, it is not allowed. I want to complete a ultra-marathon in my life, maybe next next year. Will you run with me? haha
Not you. i dont understand the need for the statement. it doesnt bring me joy. its, mind stirring, brain jolting. Argh. Don't.
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