Saturday, January 15, 2011
People often view things differently. I once felt that the weaklings should die and only the strongest will survive. I'd seen geeks survived and living better than those who thinks they look better or live a richer life. I've seen better looking hunks fell and never to rise again.
Such, is the contradictory of life.
I thought I am strong and only to realise that I'm weak afterall. There is nothing strong in me. No determination, perseverance or any thing. Such caused me to despise myself and hate myself. Detest myself and wish I'm dead.
So shut away from the world, from friends, from family but, what bull?
Fuck it. Now what? Wait till after March and hope all ends like proposed? Yea fuck you. You are full of proposals but you made none work.
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