Monday, November 30, 2009
《改变》
我最近感觉身心必备，又 lethargic。
怎样的我，才是我想要的我？
理想中的我，可能是完全是虚幻的。
那现实中的我，也应该至少尝试一下吧？
不可能。
Too much contradiction within myself. My left leg no longer wanna walk after my right, thus both are competing all the time. Ok that's not true. See? This is how much I'm contradicting myself.
I think I shall post a new year resolution on my blog soon. Although I have never done such thigns before, I believe there is a need to before I become someone I do not know.
I changed. Bad. It isn't the most pleasant me. I am totally
sian of myself.
Anyway i had another Left 4 Dead
2 Session today again. I'm telling you, a combination with OTS, CTY and LYM sucks. Today I played with LYM and his 2 friends, we are almost god like. HAHA too exaggerating but we can totally help each other, unlike the 2 others. I think, the problem is with block 94.
Ok i have been 宅男 for awhile. Time for a change. I'm gonna become a geek, either a computer freak or a book freak.
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